I’m Tired. I’m Exhausted. I’m Drained.

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I’m tired. I’m exhausted. I’m drained. I’m tired of thinking about the best for everyone. I’m tired of always putting myself in someone else’s shoes. I’m tired of caring how someone feels. I’m tired of being little “goody two-shoes” who always does the right thing and can be counted on when someone needs help. I’m tired of being everyone’s rock in life, trying to remain stable so they can hold on. I’m tired of being the sunshine in everyone’s day. I’m tired of consciously having to avoid doing certain things just because I know it would upset someone.

I’m tired. I’m exhausted. I’m drained. I’m tired of putting everyone else first. I’m tired of sacrificing myself for the benefit of others. I’m tired of trying to have a gentle hand to avoid a harming touch. I’m tired of searching my brain for gentle words when someone needs to understand. I’m tired of trying to be “the friendly one”.

I’m tired. I’m exhausted. I’m drained. I’m exhausted from doing so much. I’m drained from helping so many. It’s… Painful, but at the same time it’s numbing to see yourself change while other people stay the same. It hurts, it sucks… When you just don’t care as much. I’m tired of being nice… Now I just want to be happy.

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