I Used To Be Nice

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I used to be nice
And
I used to care a lot more.
I used to worry about
How
People would feel.
I used to watch myself
And
Monitor my words.
I used to carefully pick
And
Choose every single thought.

I used to care
For
The hurt and wounded.
I used to hold them
And
Tell them it’s okay.
I used to reassure
That
It was meant this way.
I used to apologize
For
Saying something mean.

I used to care about
What
People think.
I used to wonder
How
To make someone smile.
I used to fight
And
Defend another’s right.
I used to give a fuck
When
Someone had a pout.

Now I’m laughing
And
Saying stupid things.
I’m making black jokes
To
My kinda black friend.
I’m pointing out flaws
In
All my best friends.
I’m giving out burns
To
Whoever makes a mistake.

Now I don’t care
About
People being dumb.
I don’t give a shit
And
I’m just having fun.
I manage to laugh
At
Jokes about death.
I somehow find humor
When
I realize I’m bad.

I used to cry
About
My friends in pain.
I used to try
All
In my reach.
I used to be afraid
And
Never rolled the dice.
A long time ago
When
I used to be nice.

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