Chemical Abuse

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An overwhelming sense of adrenaline
Rushes through my veins.
A heightened sense of awareness,
Of my light-weight lens.

The world seems to slow down,
My heart seems to speed up.
Energy pulses within me,
And I can’t get enough.

High-fives go left and right,
Hugs go up and down,
I’ve missed you, lost friend,
This is your first time around.

Ease controls my body,
Nothing can alter this state.
The world is not as dark,
Though most cannot relate.

For the burst of life inside,
Is something all can use.
This happiness is a choice,
Not a chemical abuse.

I have become addicted.
I come to crave the feeling.
Let’s just say it’s drugs,
You’ll have an easier time believing.


For Right Now

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I was born a warrior
I was born a survivor
I was born against all odds
And I was born to take the world

But for right now I’m gonna cry
I’m gonna lie
Awake in bed all night
For right now I’m still in pain
I’m still ashamed
I could’ve been so blind

But for right now I’m gonna fall
I’m gonna crash
Break my heart again
For right now I’ve given up
I’ve got no luck
I need to let it out